Just, like really irritated with always being the same person and unable to take a break from it, and frustrated with the same damn things about yourself. WHY AM I STILL FUCKING UP IN THE SAME WAYS.
I don't know if that makes sense. And it's really stupid and childish of me to be whiny when I have a really privileged life (another one to chalk up to the sentiment above).
I'm having a shitty day. For some reason I felt the need to make that public.