I started a new job today. Even getting to this point took around three months. So I should be happy I finally got out of that other job, the one that was slowly killing my soul. The pay will be better, as will the future opportunities.
But all I can think about right now is what I lost by leaving the old place.
I feel . . . heartbroken? I don’t want to go back to where I was (yesterday! Literally yesterday). I just wish I didn’t hurt this much. I spent all of today trying very hard not to let my mind wander so I wouldn’t cry. So now I’m just doing that at home, like a normal person o_O