It's really over. It's so weird. We had the conversation last night and now I am hiding out in my office and thinking on logistics. I feel so sad, but also bizarrely numb. I'm staying with a friend tonight. The silver lining of the dissolution of a relationship is that you find out you have some kick-ass friends. (And a kick-ass boss who offered me her NY apartment if I needed to get out of the city and work from our NY office for a week or two.)