This day couldn’t come soon enough! I’m pretty sure I am going to leave my partner of two years and I’m absolutely scared shitless. The reason being I have never been single since high school and I’m in my 30's now. I know that sounds ridiculously stupid but I’m terrified.

We are long distance (2 hours) and he has become distant (won’t respond to texts, calls.) My birthday was Monday and I didn’t hear from him all night. He claims he lost his phone and found it the next day.

I also found hairs that were not mine in his brush which he claims were from when his uncle and gf were visiting. (Why would she use his brush??)

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He has started to call me a liar and shady when I fall asleep at night and can’t hear his calls. Because apparently I’m hitting up the clubs going nuts on a week day. I have probably driven to him over 100 times and he has reciprocated maybe 30.

This makes me incredibly sad since I’ve invested all this time and effort. I do not know how to meet guys at my age and I believe the effort may be exhausting and very depressing. So fuck all that today. What’s up with ya’ll?

Update: I haven’t been able to reach him to do this (of course) but I wanted to thank each and every one of you for this. I’ve been here for many years and this is my safe zone so I wish I could hug each of you. I’m preparing and I’ve been shaking and terrified. But it has to be done. Again, so much love to you guys.