Maker, what am I getting myself into. I have an opportunity to become a Mary Kay seller lady person. The lady who's trying to recruit me wants to change Mary Kay, and she's already quickly rising in rank. She wants to push it in a self love, body positivity, feminist direction. One that's about taking down narrow definitions of beauty, and focusing it more on how women define it for themselves. She wants her message to be that every woman is beautiful. And she really wants me to be a part of her team.

I totally dig her message and I could definitely use the money. But I have commitment issues. I'm scared and nervous. It's something completely out of my comfort zone and something I wouldn't have thought to do myself. I worry about being judged, and if I'll ever be able to sell anything. I'm inclined to say no, simply because I'm afraid.

I feel like I should go ahead and jump in. To take the risk. And there's been so many times I've said no to opportunities out of cowardice. But I'm just afraid and I don't know what to do.