So that it's not at the very top.
I don't want to change the title. I'm sorry to everyone who finds it triggering, but I honestly think it's important, and if we put a trigger warning before every use of any variation of the "r" word, that's more extreme than I'm willing to do.
The title was intense. My experience was intense. I've already had several people tell me that they appreciate not feeling alone, because they have the same problem.
No one reads everything on this site, titles are important to know what we want to read.
But I definitely don't want it at the very top for those of you who want to come and read whatever is written next.