I mean, I'm not a bitch bitch. I'm generally a pretty pleasant person. But I am really fucking moody. I feel stuff intensely. I don't take much personally, but if I feel there's something off with my life, I get super-stressed out. I get sad. I stop eating. I withdraw. Nothing will make me happy. I'm super crabby. That lasts for a few days and then I get off my ass, clean my kitchen, cook some dinner, and heeeey...I feel fine again. These days the crabby last much longer than the happy, but at least I get a break once in awhile.

Don't get me wrong...I'm glad I can bounce back because there have been times I haven't been able to. But what's it like to be even-keeled? Does anyone actually sail through life never getting too up or too down? That's a myth, right?