Honestly. Everyone keeps telling me I'm terrible at asking for help and saying they're disappointed in me for staying in a situation that was bad for me for so many years (long story). Well, now it seems like with my latest attempt to ask for help, the person I asked originally agreed to help and is now sort of changing their mind about it. The likely result? I'll lose the apartment I got conditionally approved for and will have no place to live in 2 weeks. Awesome.
Edit: I sound like an ungrateful twit. I know they had zero obligation to help me, I just wish they would've told me outright that they weren't comfortable doing so or would've at least said so a lot sooner.