UGH I'm going to vague Kinja-I can't focus on work, I can't focus on anything due to things that involve lawyers and money tonight (sorry to be vague but I don't want to hash out. Though shout-out to a GTer who gave me some dealing with a lawyer advice last month).

-Anxiety plus 3 cups of coffee is not a good idea

-Why the fuck did I not go back to my psychiatrist and get new meds. I hated my old anxiety meds and just stopped taking them because I'm clearly a genius. Now I'm stressed and crazy.

-Geekboy says he's surprising me with something tonight after my legal nonsense is over. It better be either sex or dessert (or both). I really hope it doesn't involve going out and being around people. When I'm stressed, I need no pants, and peace at home. He's learning what life with an introvert is like.

-I did find out we're closed on Monday for Martin Luther King day. Am I a terrible person that I'm excited Geekboy has to work, and I have the day to myself?