I was just looking thru my FB feed at all the new parents and their babies all Xmased up and the million and one different photo shoots with the million and two outfit changes and I just feel bad. I've been so depressed and stressed I haven't been enjoying my baby. We havent had a single professional photo shoot for her. I know I'm going to regret this years from now. But right now I can't dig up the motivation to care enough to do something about it. And this is why I'm not a good parent.

ETA: I know the photo shoot doesn't mean anything in terms of parenting. But it's more that I see the new parent over-enthusiasm and then my poor baby has a mom that can barely motivate herself to feed and cuddle her.