I don't think my feelings are silly, but it's becoming silly that I can feel one way one day, and the next day I'll feel fed up with people. I want to say this is because I'm moving, but maybe I really am just fed up?

I don't want to give up on certain people in my life, but sometimes I think it may be time to let people go. I'm getting the feeling that I shouldn't decide until I go to Indiana though, because trying to decide now is causing me some stress. Maybe all I can do right now is worry about me and packing and all that, and just pay attention to how people are treating me a month from leaving Texas.

For example, I got what I needed to hear from ex-Hopeful yesterday, but I don't know how long that's going to last. I don't want to keep texting him and him not know if I'm pissed at him all over again or not. I don't want to hold a grudge against people or have it in the back of my mind. It's also easier for me to forgive friends than it is to forgive someone that was basically an ex lover.

I'm so confused. And tired. Help.