As most other people here, I've been following the UCSB shooting and its developments. However, I haven't been able to watch the videos. I can't handle that level of hatred and misogyny. I can't bring myself to let the shooter into my home and my life, even through a YouTube rant. I'm pissed off.
Last night, I followed some of the links from this Jezebel article to the forums and /chans that Rodger frequented. What I saw disgusted me and disturbed me deeply. Post after post talking about the evils of feminism, women as beasts, as lesser than these pathetic, bottom-of-the-barrel scumbags for daring to have agency over our sexuality and our lives. These men, who style themselves incels, "involuntarily celibate," turn their unfulfilled desires into such hatred that it takes your breath away.