I have had such a crappy year.

I just got an email from my best friend in the states saying she's moving to California. I want to be happy for her because her husband got a super great job and she's going to do really well out there financially and they're going to be happy and make tons of money and be fulfilled professionally...but instead I'm really, really sad. I haven't really made any good friends where I am and although she lives in Chicago, I still got to see her 1-2 weekends a month. I know rationally, that we can always talk on the phone together but it's not the same.

I am so bummed out you guys. I know I should be super happy for her but I really want her to stay near to me.