...Not even on the day after Halloween, when I’d combined too many substances. Yesterday I made the grave, grave mistake of drinking bourbon, and I’ve literally been in bed all day today except for the few times I was sick. I’m up to being able to sip water in small amounts and nibble at bread without nausea, but that’s it.

Mistakes were made. So, so many mistakes.

ETA: I’m craving scrambled eggs with avocado and tomato on a bagel, and I have the ingredients, but I’m afraid to make food and eat it only to become sick. THIS IS TORTURE.