So I went to my first meetup.com event last night and it was OK. There were a few cool seeming people there and I felt like I'd want to maybe get to know them, but how do you even approach that? We were on a tour so there wasn't much chitchat time, but I'm going crazy, being in a new city and not knowing anyone.
In the short twenty minutes or so that we were talking, we all seemed to hit it off, but then everyone fell silent and it got awkward and we all left. I don't know. I feel so damaged and unlikeable. It's so hard to move to a new place, especially when you're in your thirties, single, and fat.