I have been off work since xmas eve. Tomorrow, I have to go back. I like my job, but I had so much anxiety at the end of the year from a combo of work and personal shit in 2017. I was barely functioning. I hope I can go back refreshed. I am getting nervous about it. Sometimes I miss jobs I used to have with less stress and responsibilities, but also less (much less) pay. I often wonder if I can get in a good place financial in the next 10 years and take a step down at work. I am the only person I know thinking of going backwards in their career. I fought so hard to get here (didn’t even graduate college or get a professional job until my 30's). Now, I am just tired. I hope it’s temporary.