Ugh, I shouldn't be wallowing in self pity/loathing. I got my first tattoo today and it was awesome and I had a fun day in the city with my best friend. I just always get so lonely and down in the dumps the second I get home though. I start overanalyzing my appearance in all my photos and comparing myself to friends and reading the most depressing threads in GT and wondering why I can't attract a nice compatible boy to treat me nice. And I hate that my mind goes there so often because I know I'm better than this, I know it's lame to think that way and get so bummed so easily all the time, ESPECIALLY today when I got to do something awesome that I've been waiting to do for a while.

Anyway here's a picture of the tat. I got a cat because the anniversary of my dad's death is coming up in a few days and he was crazy about cats like I am and I thought it would be nice to make the first one mean something to me.