I feel like everyone important in my life is mad at me and I don’t know why.

Actually, it’s really just my mom. She was being really quiet tonight, not talking to me or making eye contact, went to bed way early, and has closed her bedroom door. Not once since I’ve been alive can I remember her sleeping with her door closed. When I asked her what was wrong earlier, she snapped at me and said nothing.

She’s bad at actually saying what’s bothering her. But this is next level silent treatment. I have no idea why.

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I can’t help but think it’s my fault but I don’t know why or what I would have done. I’m hoping it’s not about me at all and she’s just tired and cranky.

Also, my best friend doesn’t want to talk to me right now, but his grandma just died and I think he’s taking space to process. I’m giving that to him.

Blergh.

Going to bed, GT. See y’all in the morning!

Eta: I wrote this on my phone. The headline autocorrected to “send cute gods please” instead of gifs. Cute gods are fine too :)