I'm in love with a guy who doesn't love me back. I know, it happens everyday, but I have severe anxiety disorders, and this is parroting a similar event that happened to me about 4 years ago. I'm a complete wreck. I'm supposed to move to a foreign country for the summer in 9 days, and I have nothing planned. I don't think I can do it. I feel like there is something wrong with me that makes me inherently unlovable and rejectable, and I hate emotions and don't know what to do. Rationally, yeah, time, blah, blah, but practically, I am so miserable I can only partially function and accomplish basic tasks right now. Why am I so messed up?