I'm on my meds, I'm not all emotional at home or on the weekends, but lately at work I just feel like breaking down into heaving sobs. It's possible I could be worn out.
I just switched territories a few months ago and now my boss expects A LOT more of me. However, I have been doing moderately better than I was before, so I feel like I'm making progress. He's not a monster about it, but we do have end-of-the-year reviews coming up, which he's said nothing about yet. I just want to get it over with.
The thing keeping me somewhat sane is that we get profit-share bonuses on Jan. 1 (well technically Jan. 2 because we're off New Year's Day), so I get super nervous until that check is safely and securely in my hands. Because if you get fired on Dec. 31, you don't get the check.
Bleh. I hate sales sometimes.