I start a new job on Monday but I DON’T WANT TO GO! I’m really enjoying staying home and reading and watching Netflix and Amazon Prime. And I know I sound like a whiney baby because so many people are looking for jobs and can’t find them.

It’s a great job though. More than I made before and they are offering me vacation in the first year instead of making me wait a year. And it’s in industry. No more public accounting tax season bullshit hours. And the chances that, a few months from now, I would find another job like this one are very slim since most of the jobs accounting/bookkeeping jobs in my area expect a person to do so much stuff, ap, ap, inventory control, payroll, financials, asset management, etc, for $14 - $17 an hour. It’s a bunch of bullshit

So I am trying to psyche myself up for it but it really isn’t working. Hopefully the Wellbutrin my psychiatrist prescribed will kick in soon.