I fly to my grad school interview Thursday, interview is Friday, coming back home Saturday. I really hate flying and cannot sleep on flights at all. I just have a weird fear of flying and I'm not sure where it comes from.

Not only am I stressed about flying (and flying alone) I am stressed about this interview. I'm trying to think of it in a positive way but then at some point I get stressed about it again.

Not only that, but the guy I was talking to from a few months ago contacted me again and now I know I got myself back into the cycle I tried to get out of. Then I'm dealing with still being in this weird non-relationship with the now ex-Hopeful. I'm pretty aware how screwed up my love life is now.