I’m fat I’ve been over weight for most of my adult life. I’ve kinda wanted to work out and lose some weight. I’m just mainly afraid of possibly hurting myself and it’s a bit expensive for me at this time. Plus when I try weight loss food it never turns out good. The last time I lost a huge amount of weight it came from keto and I just ate burgers and veg or protein shakes and worked out 2-3 hours a day. Even when I lost weight I always had a belly. Infact all my life since I was a kid, I have had a belly. So I know that even I do lose weight and go down to my low healthy weight I probably never have a flat belly.

When I gain weight I mostly gain in my belly and some in my boobs. I’m not sure why but that’s just how it is. Since December I have been asked on a nearly daily basis if I’m pregnant or when am I due. It’s just getting me. I know I’m fat. I don’t want to be constantly reminded that I look like I’m pregnant. Yesterday I even had a guy that worked at 7-11 tell me that I couldn’t drink a can of 1898 cola if I was pregnant. Telling him I’m not pregnant wasn’t enought, he had asked me again. Told me the soda(which is just soda with out any added caffine) wasn’t good for pregnant women. I really wish that people would just shut the fuck up.