So I've had a month to try to save up a good amount money to help with the move and first months rent. I have only about 1/4 of the amount I need. I was sick twice and got the monster of all periods. It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to deal with so many fucking idiots. I have taken more calls in the last 2 months than I have taken in the previous year. I have been posting daily, which is something I don't always do because of my anxiety. I'm not really sure what I can do. I'm not sure I will be able to reach my goal by the first.

I can't help be feel like I'm doing everything wrong. I'm trying as hard as I can get guys in, but I can't stand the constant dicking down of my prices. When I look at what the other girls on the same site are asking for I don't think I'm asking for much more. I keep getting guys that was everything for half hour rate. Then I say ok, because I would rather have something than nothing and then the don't show up. Lately I've been asking if there was something wrong with my price. I just want to understand what is going on in heads of my potential customers. Several of them have said they are scared they are going to get ripped off and wouldn't elaborate any further. Which is funny because I have always tried my hardest to make sure that my clients don't feel like they are ripped off. If you're that scared then why call up a bunch of girls.

This job makes me feel paranoid.