So... someone that I am kind of close to (A) is dating someone (B). By all accounts and first-hand interactions, B is a legit super nice, wonderful human being. Like, in every way, B is good people.
But... um.... I... uh ... I kind of can’t stand B.
B’s name. B’s face. B’s voice. Everything B talks about. Everything A says about B.
I could give you an entire list of all the ways B is lovely. And it’s not a “too good to be true” scenario. B really is a good person. My dislike pretty much boils down to “I just don’t fucking like B”.
When I’m around B, I can feel my piss and vinegar tank filling up, as if the universe is trying to create some equilibrium to B’s goodness.
I’m hoping that one day I just get over it. I’m not sure how I’m going to become this better person, but miracles happen every day, right?
tl;dr Basically, I’m an asshole and exposure to good people makes me evil.
So... anyone have their own “B” and want to share so I feel slightly less garbage-person about this?
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