Okay, in scheme of things, it could totally be worse, but is it really wrong to want to know my work schedule for the fall??????!!!!???

No. No, it's not.

As well, I'm starting to feel like a failure from the lack of "full-time" work. (I put that in quotes because I work full time at many adjunct jobs. It is the school who pretends it isn't full time so that they can pay less money.)

Why did universities let this happen? Why? Why? Also, why are many faculty mercurial people with whom interaction may be positive or may be horrific? The SAME faculty. It's not like I'm discussing different people. It makes sending emails or any kind of discussion stressful. I need to be one of those people who is always calm, but that's not happening ever, so ...

I'm not having a good day. Please send me kittens. Lots and lots of kittens.