This is a hard week. I'm doing a lot of grown-up things and acting impulsively and freaking out and not knowing if some reactions are mature or immature. So therefore I'm also doing lots of back-tracking. Nothing catastrophic, but passive and lesson-learny. One big thing has, I believe, made someone else hurt or sad or pissed, and I completely understand why, but I also hope she understands that I'm trying to do what's healthiest and best for the long turn... though in the meantime I am messing up.
Details don't matter, because the feeling is the same whatever the cause, I think. Impulsive decisions have consequences. Fixing mistakes is painful. But you learn and you grow and you share. No?