I'm kind of nervous. Like, my hands are shaking nervous. Because all these things are running through my head, and I can't stop feeling like this will crash and burn on my face. Is that even valid?

He seems like a perfectly nice person, so why am I feeling so twisty inside? (Because you never know, a voice that fears the worst whispers in my head). I kind of want to cry...

My best friend told me to stop being a weenie. Which is unhelpful. And now I want to curl up in my bed and pull the blankets over my head and just not think for the rest of the day.

(But I won't. I'll go.)