I am past upset. I am now filled with a rage that I did not even know was possible.

Because I don't appreciate being made a scapegoat. I don't appreciate people acting like they survived some great plight that I would take any day of the week over half the shit I have been through.

But more than that, I do not appreciate being made the fool. And I was. I did make a massive mistake, I only just realized it due to a completely unrelated third party.

And I. Am. Fucking. Pissed.