I promise this is the last time I'm going to post about my garbage. :( I'm having the surgery tomorrow since my body has decided to be super uncooperative. Waiting naturally didn't work. The meds didn't work. Everything is just hanging out there so it's got to come out via surgery.

I'm terrified. I don't know what to expect and I'm scared of scarring. I'm scared that I won't be able to conceive again in the future. This is all the opposite of what was supposed to happen. I've been having trouble sleeping and I'm worried about work. I don't get sick days so I'll most likely try to come in the day afterwards because that's the day of a huge event I've been planning.

I'm really ready for good stuff to come my way now.