Ladies and Gentleman, I have just been dumped. On Friday, me and the ex-boo (of four years) were supposed to travel to Martha's Vineyard for a weekend of fun and to get our relationship back on track. But then I called him as I teaching my last class, and he was still at home. (He was supposed to have arrived 10 minutes prior) I asked him what happened, he said he changed his mind about the trip and he doesn't want to be in this relationship any longer because he couldn't get over what had happened with RC. (A couple of months ago, while we were not together, I exchanged steamy texts with another guy 'RC' and he saw them.The guy is 20 years older than us and he's disgusted with me because of it) He said he had known he wasn't going on this trip Thursday night, but he didn't want me to have to go to work and be sad. End of conversation. Lasted about a minute.

Well, I went to work, bags packed in the car, looking forward to the trip, I got my hair done for the trip, bought new outfits on Thursday to be met with this news. Naturally, I am pissed off, sad, emotionally unsettled. I haven't spoken to him since, and I don't feel like I've gotten any closure. I want to contact him in the form of an email because I want to know why he has chosen now to make this decision. He lives with his parents and he had told them about what had happened which was a big mistake on his part because now they think I am just some gross slut, and I know they probably have a lot to do with why he decided to dump me. They have never liked me, they are pretty religious and he was crazy and told them I took his virginity and I wasn't a virgin which was a mess, I have health issues, and I come from a single parent home which pretty much means I'm the devil. But this on top of it was the icing on the cake. I was on the phone with him and I could hear his mom say "You have no respect for yourself, dealing with that girl." I really love him, and I'm sad he ended it. I feel like I would be so pathetic if I tried to reach out to him. I want to though. But I kind of want to start the healing process now as well. I don't know if this will help or hurt even more. Ugh!