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Can You Guys Do Me A Favor?

As friends?

I need to be single right now, for a bit. But I am going to relapse and fall into the trap of wanting to be back in a relationship. If I start falling down that hole, can you all remind me that I'm wanting a relationship for the wrong reasons? Because right now it would absolutely be for the wrong reasons.

I obviously can't put a timeline on when I'll be ok but I want to say, I don't know, for the next month? NOT that I'm going to go out and date someone on March 6 or anything at all, but I think maybe after a month I can at least be more ready to consider the idea of dating again. So if I come back here at least within the next 4 weeks and start saying shit like "Consort and I are trying again!" or something, you guys have full permission to electronically hit me on the nose with a newspaper and say "NO. STOP THAT FLUFFS." And if I start being an ass about it just show me this post.

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And can you guys just bear with me? I'm kind of scared.

And to be really honest, since I'm on a roll, I do hope that Consort is still there when I'm ready. I can't ask him to wait for me, and I can't bet on him being there. Nor can I fault him if he isn't. But I do hope.

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I know I shouldn't even be thinking about that idea at all right now and it's not healthy. I just wanted to get it out.

That's pretty much it. I just kinda need you guys right now :/

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