I have a pretty long post coming up on Sunday for my DBT section.
tl;dr I had to go to Emergency. I’m okay. The right side of my face froze, as I thought it’s Bell’s Palsy.
ANYWAY, that’s a long story for Sunday because I used all my DBT skills to get myself through that. I wasn’t going to go, but I knew how bad that would be if it was something else. As much as I talk about dying passively, I can’t let my brain get more injured.
I made myself walk there to calm down (yes, I know irresponsible but I knew I wasn’t sick enough not to walk.) It was past 2 in the morning. No one on the streets and then I turn a corner and this guy driving a sedan is driving without his lights on.
He slows down as he sees me and then flashes his lights at me. I keep walking, using a mix of DBT skills, failed Krav Maga lessons, and PTSD rage to make myself huge. He slows down even more, and more and stares me. I stare him down my rage eyes. I keep walking and he drives off.
Creeped the shit out of me.
What the fuck was that?
Oh ya, it was my birthday too. hahaha