Sooo I'm hoping to try to get my teaching certification/masters in education next year. In order to apply for the program I need to complete a certain number of volunteer hours in a classroom, and mine will finally start on Friday. I'm really looking forward to it, but I have so many negative thoughts creeping in and poisoning my brain.

What if I don't even end up getting into the program?

What if I hate it or just plain suck at it?

I really want to just be excited about this, but there has been so much failure and floundering up until this point that I can't seem to get my mind right. Wah.