Fuck I’m feeling so clingy right now. I don’t even know if I am being clingy (and I honestly am probably not clingy), but I feel like Yung Iroh can’t stand to have my depressing, self absorbed, lazy ass around.
He’s been acting a little distant lately, which I understand: his dog died, he isn’t fond of letting me see him upset or sad, and he’s very very busy with work and school. But my brain is interpreting everything he does as “he hates me I’m always talking about myself I’m so clingy.”
And some part of my brain says “Yes, Korra, he might break up with you but logically it doesn’t seem likely and besides that you will live, and besides that there’s no point in worrying about something I have no control over anyway.”
It’s so so hard not to freak over it. I can’t figure out whether it’s premonition or paranoia.
On top of that I have a UTI so I can’t concentrate on my stupid job because I have to pee every 15 minutes. And I think I have to drop these acting classes I was work-studying for because i am so absorbed in my own shit and so exhausted I have no time or energy to do this work.