I want to go to the gym. I think I can make it there and back with plenty of time before my radio show. I can do cleaning tomorrow, right? I want to walk the treadmill a bit, maybe read my book, and work up a sweat.

I have anxiety about this, because for years and years I've always had anxiety on weekends. It's just a thing I do. The lack of structure gets to me like whoa.

But going to the gym! It's so constructive and healthy and positive. It helps me further my fitness goals. I can clean stuff tomorrow, especially if I get up early (which is my plan). It's only 9:45 in the morning where I am; I have shit-tons of time today to do whatever I want or need to do.