So just got back from my second date in two days with the same guy. It seems promising. He's off to another country for work next week and then comes back and flies to the west coast for a family event. I'm not sure we're on the same page, but so far, so good. It's a nice distraction after my angst-filled disaster rejection of last year that will always leave a small hole in my heart.

I just feel like no matter what, I find a way to make it a problem and be unhappy. Am I doomed?