Why you always gotta be so damn GROSS?
I'm all for gritty and realistic and vivid description and stuff, but are your editors scared of you? Does no one tell you "Hey, Stevie, maybe DON'T put a vivid description of your hero vomiting onto a turd and then have the toilet overflow?"
Because I did not need to read that to understand this is the character's rock bottom. In fact, I didn't need to read that at all, thanks.
A random internet person whose squeamishness makes all of zero difference to you