I am fucking stunned. I took Sofie into the vet for what I thought was an emergency section. The vet told me she was fine and the pups were okay and I fucking let them give her Oxytocin. She had another healthy boy and they tried to send me home, but I said no.

After another hour I finally demanded a c-section. They said ok and then I sat there with her for another half hour. Turns out the doctor and her crew took the time to have dinner. Finally they took her back and I left to get something to eat.

The vet just called me. Five dead puppies. I am okay but I am not okay.