I'm surfing the crimson wave and I'm in intense pain and I'm super emotional.

I got to thinking today that even though I'm not interested in dating anyone at all right now, who would want to date me? I'm 22 and I live with my parents. I'm getting divorced. I have terrible credit from my ex-husband. I have trust issues among many other things. I just feel like I don't have anything to offer when it comes to new relationships in the future. Like I'm irreparably damaged in some way.

My mom says that I'm being ridiculous and that she was already divorced with a kid by my age and she had no problem dating when she was ready to.

I don't know. I just don't.