Hey GT. Thought I'd fill in those of you not on Twitter but my FIL passed away Tuesday. My husband is heartbroken but I am mostly relieved his suffering is over. If you'll remember the week before my grandmother passed away unexpectedly. And I start an outpatient program on Monday.

Basically I hate everything and feel completely hopeless. I'm isolating myself and am finding mustering the energy for anything more than basic hygiene impossible. I'm sick of being sad all the time but it's the only way I know how to be.