Onwards we go to Christmas! It has been such a hard month with my roommate breaking the lease financially. I think with the added stress from this, after my lease is up, I am going to move somewhere alone with Qui. It has just been so stressful. I have been so anxious from it but am so grateful for good friends and family who have been really supportive during this time. This year has been pretty crappy with meeting significant other guys also. So much so that it scares me honestly that there may be something wrong with me. I’m not even sure anymore. I didn’t think so because I was engaged 6 years ago but that did not work out bc we had different lifestyles that had grown apart. Le sigh. How are you guys this week? What are your plans for the weekend?