I hate this shit. It hurts. It physically hurts.

I'm not 100% quitting, but I'm cutting down a lot. I was smoking over a pack a day (I know, I know...) and now I'm down to about half a pack a day. Mostly because I'm broke and can't afford it. I know half a pack is still a lot, but 8 or so cigarettes a day compared to like 25 is a lot less.

And I am going through some mean fucking withdrawal. My head is killing me. I'm coughing up colors I didn't know existed. I'm absolutely starving. I can't sleep. My anxiety is through the roof. Oh, and I'm fucking constipated and having THE most ridiculous stomach cramps because of it.

Fuck you cigarettes. Fuck you and the horse you rode in on.