I'm pretty sure that the head of my department hates me even though I've been there for 8 years. I still haven't gotten even a part time job when I've been applying non-stop for the past three years. The last interview, there were 2 spots available. I didn't get either. It's funny cuz I'm capable of doing everything except answering the emails (when humans email us questions about their account). One of the interview questions was "what was the bestest compliments a supervisor gave you" and dept head was one of the interviewers and I recounted a scenario where dept head complimented I and DH said "I don't remember that." In the interview. Subtext: Why would I say that to you. You're awful and I'd surely remember this one time you don't suck.

If I get another, more lucrative job (highly unlikely), I would be tempted to say something along the lines of "yay you! I'm leaving, just what you've always wanted!!! Because clearly, you wouldn't have treated me like shit all these years if you didn't want me gone and yet had no basis to fire me!!!"

I should probably leave but I LOVE being library kitty. Sigh. I'm pretty sure this is a case of "I did this to me."