I’m moving to a new city tomorrow. I’m starting school at my new university. I’m closer to where I want to be in my life. Things are supposedly going well in my relationship. I’m fucking terrified and worried out of my mind. I woke up in tears and I have been crying on and off since I got up two hours ago.

All I can think is, I have so much packing to do and I don’t have time for this shit. I’m afraid to even reach out to anyone. Things are going well in my life but I feel like I’m just waiting for the other shoe to drop.