What's so deeply frustrating is that I'm just totally failing my special needs child. I have to work, my husband has to work, and my kid just needs me to NOT WORK. He needs a full time chaperone to take him on trips in the summer because camps for special needs kids SUCK BIG TIME. And he needs a chaperone to carpool him to all these therapists because otherwise he'll never learn to read and I don't even have the money for all these therapists and I'm just hoping I get reimbursed for all this. AND! I've been calling all these out-of-work guys who are desperate for cash, and they're like, "Sure I'll drive your kid for 20 minutes somewhere. That will be $50."
Nope. Nope, nope. Taxi service is cheaper, dude. And STILL NOT AFFORDABLE.
Did I also mention that my job doesn't pay me much at all? I'm so frustrated and trying not to be depressed. I'm just sending my woes into the void. And thinking maybe these sister wives aren't such a bad idea.