So my boyfriend wanted us to go back to our university next weekend to celebrate Halloween there. But the more I think about it, the more I don't want to go. I mean, we haven't completely confirmed the trip yet, plus I haven't made plans to stay with anyone yet.

It's just, I don't know, I just don't want to go. Next Saturday night, there will be a big football game at my university, but I don't care for it. I'd have to spend money to go to a game that I don't really want to go to, plus he has season tickets with his friend, so I'd have to sit by myself unless he can sneak me into his section. We tried to do this when we went back up in September, and it was annoying because it didn't work. Plus, it's going to be freezing :\

It's not just the game...I haven't followed through with setting up my costume. And also when we took a weekend trip to out university back in September, I didn't have such a great experience, so I'm not enthusiastic about this potential trip right now.

Honestly, I'd much rather spend that weekend at home, watching Breaking Bad with my parents (we're very late on the game...we just started season 4). I don't really have any friends here at home since all of my high school friends pretty much never come home or have moved away. I feel pathetic. I should go and have fun, but I like the idea of being home with my family better. I don't know why this makes me so sad, but it does.