I'm back! I missed you guise!!!!

Oof, so much to catch up on! Florida was fucking AWESOME! My sister and I went to Magic Kingdom, Epcot, Seaworld and Universal. I PET PENGUINS IN SEAWORLD! I can totally die happy now that I got to be one with the penguins (they're my favorite). I met Mickey, Minnie, Goofy, Pooh Bear, Tigger, Chip & Dale, Spongebob, and a Minion! Magic Kingdom was soooo beautiful and amazing, but my favorite park was probably Universal. I failed at drinking around the world in Epcot, but I made it to the UK before I had to admit defeat. My sister and I also got into a MASSIVE drunken argument in Epcot which involved her leaving me there. Drunk. With a dead phone. I found her, clearly. She's ridiculous. I fucking love her.

I also considered cutting my feet off because of how much pain they were in from walking so much. By the time we got to Seaworld on the 3rd day, my sister and I were waddling around much like the penguins we pet.

Oh, I also cried on Splash Mountain. I DON'T LIKE LOG FLUMES DON'T JUDGE ME!

My birthday was last Wednesday, I'm 23 now! I'm almost like a real adult thing!

In other news, I'm FINALLY getting my learner's permit! I'm going on Monday to the DMV to get it. Fluffybutt will be on the road soon! Better find a tree to hide in. Mamadukes and I are also in the miserable process of packing because we're moving to a bigger apartment soon!!!! I'LL GET MY BED BACK YASSSS!!!!!


In more good news, my friend who had the drug problem is now clean! Long story, but basically her mom found out and got on that ish, now she's going on over a month drug-free. She's doing so well, I'm so insanely proud of her.

My best friend was going through a bit of a struggle before I left for Florida, as she's taking the DAT soon for dental school and is freaking the fuck out about it. But she seems to be doing better now which is good. Once she gets that test over with, I'm sure she'll be functioning better.

I'm still keeping up with therapy, which I have today. I feel so much better as time goes on. I'm still dealing with the anxiety, but it's soooo much easier to deal with. Hell, it's not even as bad as it was months ago. I've barely had to take any of my Xanax, and I don't feel like I'm in a perpetual state of panic attack anymore. I think I told you guys that my bipolar diagnosis was revoked? So that's all awesome! Looks like I'm dealing with anxiety and some slight depression, and the depression is much better, too. I can't even remember the last time I went through a depressive episode.


I also may be graduating in January with my English and Journalism degrees, and going somewhere else for premed. Another long story which I'll explain at a later date, but my college is being a pain in my ass for a myriad of reasons so I may have to leave soon. Iz no big deal, I've kind of had enough of that place anyway. Just gotta figure out the best course of action come 2015.

I'm also finding myself becoming a NY Rangers fan. I don't know how this happened but I've been watching the games and shit lately and actually find myself caring about them. One of my close friends is a massive Rangers fan, and this is entirely her fault for getting me into hockey.

I have also successfully weeded through my friends and have kept only the ones who are supportive and kind and push me to be better. For the past month I've dealt with NO drama or stupidity because I'm actually surrounded by functioning adults who care about each other and don't act like idiots. It's so refreshing and delightful.


And in today's case of irony, remember that whole tirade I went on about how I'm going to stay single forever? Well, not long after I declared my forever singleness, I may have met a boy thing. I met him organically, too! Not on the interwebs, we met through friends. Funny how things work out sometimes, huh? There's certainly not much to say yet, as we've only known each other 3 weeks and are moving incredibly slow. Plus I have a shitload of stuff to do over the next few months so I can't really be focused on a relationship for the time being anyway. So we'll see what happens. All I know is that he has pretty blue eyes and smells really good and is as big of a sarcastic asshole as I am. And he gives me the butterfly thingies. Hehe :)

I think that's it. How's things here? I missed you all! Tell me things! LOVE ME! NOW!