You know when good things are happening in your life but it doesn't feel like good things yet because your goddamn brain is like "HOW ABOUT I SPEND LITERALLY EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY WORRYING ABOUT HOW YOU'RE GOING TO MESS UP THE GOOD THINGS [in this case, job interviews] UNTIL I MAKE YOU ACTUALLY PHYSICALLY SICK FROM STRESS AND NOW YOU HAVE A DISGUSTING COLD THAT WON'T GO AWAY AND YOU ARE GOING TO RUIN THE GOOD THINGS BY BEING SICK"? That's where I'm at right now. Help?