Fuck my life guys.

My Ex and I broke up about a month a go, and Its been so far so good until I started texting him again " as friends" We broke clean. He has a drinking problem, and baggage issues over a dead ex he never dealt with. I'ma little codependant and tried really ahrd tomake it work but until he deals with his shit I can't force it.

Worst part? We love each other but we can't force mental issues to go away. BUT IM LONELY AND TEXTING HIM! And He's sending me pictures of his new swimsuit! and I'm picturing it and oh god I'm a mess. I even agreed to dinner with him tommorrow.